It's nice to know.

Damn..... so the day started out pretty cool. found out that my sister's manager for the starbucks she works at is going insane... or already is..(seriously).. i said it was chronic depression.. Jeanna said it might just be chronic,lol. Anyways...  just pigged out on junk food. lied around.. thinking. as usual..got damnit.. Talked to claire on the phone when she got back from Calgary. MAN, she's moving ! How bunk is thaaaaat...not to mention hearing April's moving to vancouver.. where Edi is.. Like ouch. That totally sucks...I'll get r.j to keep an eye on'em..  Haha juss kiddin'.. I ain't like that.. Hearin' all the stuff about Edi from April.. like wow... talk about gettin' the shitend of the stick...MAN, I get too involved with her drama w/ other guys. I don't know why. It's like... she tells me something.. but then just totally backs out.. OR.. she tells me something.. and then just keeps on going..it's like.. I wanna help her... but then it just means her moving away farther from me..But then again.. how farther away can you get since she's moving to vancouver.. getting to see Edi.. UGH FUCK.. GOT DAMN YOU... anyways... had some lil intervention bullshit w/ Reiner again. I think the dude's finally getting the big picture, which is that he doesn't have a chance with Gelleen anymore. I hope he really gets better, cuz this bullshit's been going on for long enough...haha..  I was all hassling april, sayin 'that she doesn't love me anymore. Hopin' for an answer I wouldn't obviously get.. but then she said it like straight up, haha.. she was probably kiddin' tho.. cuz then she said that I've changed from before, n that I ain't sappy cheesy. Well hey ?!.. I am.. I just don't like showing that side. guess it's a guy thing ?! .. I told her that Patrick was right.... that it is nice to know that people still care..& then she said that if I died, she'd cry & never wanna talk to anyone, & never go on msn again... ha.. woow..I never knew I meant that much to her.. but then again..maybe it's like that for all the other guys.. (damn)..i asked her why she'd never go on msn again..she said it was cuz  I'm always there, and me not being there would be just to weird.. I joked around saying that if I wasn't on msn for a week, would she get suspicious ?.. she said even after 4 days, she'd be suspicious.. haha.. maan....it really is nice to know people still care...